You just HAVE TO KNOW!

Honestly, I'm sitting here with tears forming in my eyes.  I'm going to just sum up the details of today by saying that I had a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong day.  Working in an environment like the one I work in lends itself to rapid and sudden changes, and sometimes the day really takes a beating on you.  I feel beat up!  Two black eyes, kicked in the mouth, body slammed beat up...yeah that sums it up nicely.

In moments like this I try to consult wise counsel.  It helps sometimes.  Today, it made me feel out of options, unheard, and once again misunderstood.  I wanted to yell- BUT YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL.  However, mostly people just assume that I'll figure it out and be okay.  They are right, I'll be okay- but I have NO CLUE right now what to do.  This is definitely one for Jesus!

SIGH!  You just have to know!  You just have to know, in moments when you feel useless and worthless, you have to know that you are not!  You are purposed and invaluable!  In moments when you feel walked on, you just have to know that you are the head and not the tail.  In other words, even when you don't feel like it, YOU JUST HAVE TO KNOW what God has said.  He has already determined the ending before the beginning, and YOU JUST HAVE TO KNOW that His word is true, its final, its infallible, and that no matter what the facts may say- HE HAS THE FINAL SAY! 

"As I minister to you, I minister to myself"

SING SHERRIE!  

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2y6BHfaUUYo

The more I think about it...I'm encouraged.  

Selah